I think I've come to another fork in the road of my life again. For the last 9 months I feel like I've been banging my head against a wall, and I know it just can't go on like this. In the last couple weeks I've been bouncing around the idea of possibly moving to Florida in maybe 4-6 months. My parents do have the house there and I could save a lot of money. It wouldn't be a permanent move, maybe 3 years at most. If I did make this move, it would be to recover my financial situation, and I would hope to have two jobs. When I did have time, I could surf Cocoa Beach or standup paddle around in that area.
Also, I think I've been far too involved in some of my friend's lives rather have my own. It's really time to do things for me. I know I've worked hard to establish a life here in Santa Cruz, but I feel like there are still some things missing. The right kind of energy isn't present to allow for me to move forward in this time and place. I need to step aside and gain a new perspective.
I haven't made an absolute decision yet, but I have been working on revamping my resume and looking at housing in Cocoa, and Palm Bay.
I'll keep you all posted.