After having a talk with my best friend Ami, and friend Jessica, and hearing all my lovely blogger ladies' comments, I am feeling a lot better! Going to Stats helped too - guess the concentration took my mind to a better state. Just so everyone knows, my freakout session is officially over and I have decided to give the situation some time and space. I think perhaps that would be best, just to let it be (just as the songs says).
I do have some upcoming surf sessions planned for the weekend and the much anticipated Cinco de Drinko! I have swimming tomorrow and I always feel like a rockstar afterwards, and also a Bag-a-Movie with Ami. Life looks so much better when you are totally ripping on The OC and a bad movie.
Thank you all for your great advice and support. I love you my ladies!